Feel


“Feel”

You want to know what it feels like

Close your eyes and remember the last time you lost consciousness 

That lack of control

That feeling like you might die

And you let yourself go

That’s what it feels like

A thousand pounds of pressure sitting on your chest

That’s what it feels like

Your eardrum bursting until it bleeds

That’s what it feels like 

Hearts are not meant to be played with

Especially one so full of pain

It acts like pressurized gas and when you bust it open 

Like you did

I can’t tell you what the devastation is that you left 

Because there is not enough saliva left on my tongue 

I am dust 

That was the kicker 

I hope you feel it when you get the backdraft

In middle of the night 

When I haunt your dreams  

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